Living As An Adult Baby

COMM: 21-year-old Jess and her boyfriend David have what many would describe as an unusual
relationship. Jess enjoys regressing to infancy. She calls it ‘little space’. JESS: I like wearing diapers because it’s an instant regresser. It’s also very comforting. I don’t know, it feels nice to sit with them. DAVID: When I see Jess wearing diapers, I kind of feel indifferent. JESS: I only pee in them. I do not do the other thing in them, I don’t know like that’s
just too far for me. Diapers aren’t really his thing so much as they are mine but he said
he is willing to learn, not changing me out of a dirty one but like initially putting
me in a clean one. So, we’ll see! DAVID: My favourite thing about being Jess’ daddy is caring for her. Age play is not sexually
stimulating to me in any way, shape or form. It is to other people, but it’s not for
me. It makes me happy that she’s happy, that’s about it. JESS: For me there is nothing sexual about my age play or anything like that. For a lot
of people it is a fetish or a kink, and it’s in the sexual BDSM community. COMM: Jess’ real life childhood was troubled. JESS: I was abused when I was a toddler. I guess I think that the age play and everything
is stemmed from whatever happened in my childhood. To get that innocence back that I didn’t
have, to re-live it the way that I wanted to in a more innocent and pure way. On the
other hand, I think that I probably would still be into it even if I wasn’t abused. COMM: Jess doesn’t just regress to being a baby, sometimes preferring to be a toddler. David: Trouble girl. Jess: Sorry!
David: You already did it! Jess: Can I come out now?
David: Yeah! Jess: Okay! JESS: So heavy! As a little girl I like to do a lot of different things. I like to drink
out of sippy cups, I like to dance and wear cute dresses and like tutus and colour in
my colouring books. Jess: Now we can put it on the refrigerator!
David: Did you rip it? Jess: Nooo!
David: That’s gonna work. Jess: No! Daddies are supposed to fix things. JESS: Listen to cute music, watch kids movies like Care Bears and stuff like that, play
around in makeup that I shouldn’t be playing around in. I am currently actually looking
for a real life babysitter to come over a couple days a week and actually like go through
a bedtime routine with me. COMM: Jess has a growing fanbase and posts age play videos for her 25,000 YouTube followers. JESS: I think all kinds of people watch my videos for different intentions or purposes.
I think I’m kinda trying to reach the spectrum here, make it more normalised and make people
less judgmental. It helped me kind of find myself and my inner confidence and it adds
a lot to my life. JESS: I do get quite a mixture of hostile and also inappropriate comments. DAVID: Well they call me a pedophile, they make fun of her. Generally, I just ignore
them. Jess: I’m tired.
David: I’m more tired. Jess: I’m more tired! DAVID: It brings us closer in a way that most relationships do not. JESS: I personally feel like age play makes us stronger as a couple just because it adds
an extra element to bond over and it kind of teaches each other patience and more understanding
within the relationship.

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